Moon

Date: 10th April 2011

I look at my wall, and thought I had it all.

I look beside me and I cant feel anything within.

My heartbeat slows down as I look down,

I think to myself, so what now?

The road not taken,yet to be decided,

Life's full of obstacles but you try,

Words of comfort is all you hear, but really

How am I suppose to feel good when no one is here?

People say words, words that is just words,

trying to comfort but trust me, it doesn't work,

all you need is a sign from God but Dear God,

I dont even know what I want to ask for.

You see everyone smiling and posing so happily,

you feel the pressure in between

you try to catch a breathe and try not to think

but time does not stop just because you're weak.

Its like I'm standing on a tiny bright spot where everything is black

every step is just a guess.

I fear I hide I ignore whats inside

I guess that is why you start keeping distance cause,

I dont know. Im just, lost at this point of my life.